self image

O.k so yesterday me and mr.handsome(my bf even though he aint all that handsome) was talking and he grabs my after prego belly and says"wat are you going to do with dat.Omg I think I look so good compare to all the other women thats trying to loosed lbs in the double digits of pregnancy weight. I feel like sometimes he really thinks he desearve some model chick in the videos. Like dude Women dont always look like dat sorry. He treats me as if I have to be with him. its a treat to be with him.It made me mad.So mad and to add on to insult I ask him if we were going to be together I would like to have more. and hes all like no. I say if you won the lottery could we have more kids he said no. He said it aint the money. Then wat is it. Its so sad cuz I get so mad. I dont want to live my whole life wit this dude?!!!!!!!!!!!