aww naww

maN BOTH MY EX'S ARE HAVEING BABYS THAT ARE CLOSE TO MY DUE DATE..AINT THAT SUM SHIT...ITS SO FUNNY BECAUSE ONE OF MY EX'S WAS MY FIRST AND i'VE BEEN PREGNANT BY HIM BEFORE.NOW THAT HIS BABY IS DUE ON OCT AND MY BABY DUE IN NOV IT MAKES ME ANGRY..I COULD JUST URGHHHH FUCK IT..THE OTHER GUY HE WAS A REBOUND TO MY FIRST AND HIS BABY IS DUE IN SEPT.. WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON

last nite..

I know I'm yung but I swear i feel old... I feel like I'm ready to settle down I dont want to date and then date again..I feel like the dude i have now has great qualities. I mean Like he has potential if he just apply hisself and plus hes my child father.i tell my friends about it and their like I like him because I want him to control me and I aint never had no daddy so i'm lokking that type of fatherly love yada yada yada yah..I mean I love him I dont look at him like my dad I look at him like my man..And I want to make it work but then reality sets in..we argue constantly.Who the hell wants to deal wit dat for the next 50 years.. and he smokes will we even last 50 years lol.wrong but true..