long time no hear from

so Its been awhile. And yes I had the baby early. and guess wat so did my ex's whoa I'm not even going there. I mean but who did i piss off for both of my ex boos to have all of our babies in the same month. Going back to work is hard. As much as i would want to be posted in the house with my baby all day. I NEED MONEY. LOL seriously. The father of my child.Hes an asshole but wat else is new.Right now i'm so tired of talking about him. and seriously not looking towards my future with him. I mean my anger towards him grows everyday. In the past he has called me "garbarge"Told me he dont care about me. all types of indicator to leave his sorry ass. but i dont. At first it was for love but now its for sasha. I mean i feel like theres no love in this relationship. I think of him and I think I cant stand him. How dare he talk to shit to me and expect me to want to be with him physically. hell nah.. I've never known garbage to have sex so come up to me buddy. anywho. my "bestie" is having a baby. horray for her. I pray to goodness she will be better at maintaining a relationship wit her f-m then i'am cuz i suck.