last nite..

I know I'm yung but I swear i feel old... I feel like I'm ready to settle down I dont want to date and then date again..I feel like the dude i have now has great qualities. I mean Like he has potential if he just apply hisself and plus hes my child father.i tell my friends about it and their like I like him because I want him to control me and I aint never had no daddy so i'm lokking that type of fatherly love yada yada yada yah..I mean I love him I dont look at him like my dad I look at him like my man..And I want to make it work but then reality sets in..we argue constantly.Who the hell wants to deal wit dat for the next 50 years.. and he smokes will we even last 50 years lol.wrong but true..